ripped

My journal hasnt been updated much as of late because of the situation with rob and I. In the last few weeks my life has been so nerve wracking.
As I was driving home Last night from going to lincoln dog track with the ladies I work with, I get a call from robs brother kevin. Kevin is a very nice understanding person. Besides having robs looks, they are apples and oranges. Well Kevin stated that he was at my apartment and that robw as drunk. Now in case i didnt mention, rob has been attempting to wuit drinking...a very half ass way. I live in cranston, and im right on the bike track. It takes 5 mins to walk there, and thats what rob does while im at work. He manages to drink 2 to 3 pints of ginger brandy because its cheap. Well anyways, kevin said that he is sad for rob and doesnt know what to do . I said its best for rob to move out of my place and live with him and his parents, and he agreed. So our plan was for me to break up with rob. I did, and last night i felt good to have him out. He makes me worried and angry all day long.
Well today to get to the point I get a call from robs mom, Rob had a seizure and is in the hospital. or should i fell unlucky that he didnt die and i didnt get my freedom from him.
What to feel.....guilt for not letting him stay with me where i want him to......or should i feel relived that i didnt come home to find him dead due to his seizure.
His mom explained that when he woke up after collapsing he didnt know anybody around him, who he was...so they called the ambulance and took him to miriam hospital.
he is going to be there for a bit then he will be admitted in to a rehab center.
in other news. my friend lisa has reentered into my life. her life hsa been shitty to, and theres not much i can do.
at least the weather broke and its cooling off. Gas prices are still high
AND is anyone else sick of the comic blondie. I dont care about there anniversary and there 4 month mention of it. Even snoopy during its last run didnt promote it with such boring lack of puns and wit.
just be like garfield and spend 1 week on a topic then move on.